Love Them, or Loathe Them?

what do you find in the newspaper everyday?

• two nations unleashing hell in a central park?

• chelsea splurging millions of dollars on yet another "star player" when people are suffering from poverty in third world countries?

• a decapitated corpse was found in a cupboard of a motel whereas the head was squeezed into a tiny milo tin with the brain juices oozing out?

similar news has been featured on the newspapers day after day and people never really get sick of it ya? as technology advances, new weapons are invented and tested in wars between countries such as iraq and pakistan..now, kiling in war has evolved beyond bullets and bombs..we torture the enemies till their very last breath with incredible bio-weapon..it causes cells to explode in one's body and tears the heart apart through muscle strengthening? well, thats my imagination with no apparent knowledge bout all these stuff..

amazing enough, a stranger to the global and local news like me woke up at 8am, sat down on the sofa drinking a glass of HL milk, and read the newspaper?! i believe that's the 1st time in several months since i last read the newspaper on my own initiative..what was that in the newspaper? creative and ipod involve in a lawsuit?! how come i know nothing about it? that's because you havent been reading the newspaper, a voice in my head rings..suddenly, i feel like im a frog in the well..croak, croak..

as the bell strikes noon, the choir starts to sing and rays of light flood into the entire catheral, embracing every single soul with warmth to salvage them from their loneliness, fatigue and sorrows..i could suddenly see the light glaring into my sleepy eyes..ta dum..so that's what im supposed to do, im supposed to read the newspaper starting from today onwards..even though it took me 17 years to realize it, it's always better late than never..

up to this point of my entry, i suddenly realize that i havent touched on my theme yet..well, that's me..im the one who always stray away from the main objective and find out only after loads of crap..click..back to the main channel..

today's headlines had certainly caught my eye and seduced me into reading the once-thought-silly-piece-of-junk..in case ur wondering how it seduced me, there was a finger stroking the downside of my chin and a husky voice teasing beside my ear, "eat me..hmmm.. " i could feel my lungs burning within me as i swallowed my saliva down my throat and i was totally aroused by the mystery and pleasure..unable to stand the heat, i started to... ...
(the above content is rated m18 due to expicit details for wild and erotic imagination..)

man, why cant the damn fan work? i just bought it a fornight ago at best for 45 bucks..haiz..i guess its one money one good..

ok, back to the topic..see, i drifted away again..haiz..on the headlines it reads: Koizumi Defies Critics With Shrine Trip..for those who dont know who he is, Koizumi is the current japanese prime minister..well, not for long as he is stepping down in a month's time..in case u still do not know who he is, he is the guy who has long white hair which fluffs and curls upward at the tips, resembling a lawyer's "headgear"..as for the shrine, it refers to the infamous Yasukuni war shrine..it is constructed to commemorate the deaths of japanese soldiers in the world war 2..coincidentally, his visit to the shrine yesterday falls on the day which marks the end of world war 2 for the japs..this enraged several nations such as china and korea and...blah blah blah...things go on..aparrently, i aint fond of the reactions by the nations and aint going to discuss bout them here..

here's what i wanna talk about..this shrine was built in memory of the "brave", "heroic" japanese soldiers that had died in the world war 2..what do you think? are they really heroes? if i could still remember my facts clearly, only one or two years ago did the japanese government expose their doings during the world war 2 to the rest of japan..the japanese have been kept from the truth for decades and regard the fallen soldiers as heroes..to make things even more intersting, the fact states that 14 Class A war criminals are actually honored by the shrine?!?!

i personally feel that the japanese soldiers were actually brave figures..they fearlessly rampaged and conquered several lands through the command of their intelligent miliatry leaders..without these attitude and brains, how can one possibly work towards conquering the world? however, as resourceful as they might be, they have definitely used their talents for the wrong purposes..beacuse of their massacre as they roamed from place to place, countless lives were sacrificed..homes were destroyed and hearts were terrified..anyone who survived through the invasion was most probably scarred for life and his/her life had certainly lost much of its value..

so, should they be admired? do we treat them as war criminals or patriots? i would surely admire someone who dies for his country just to protect it..but what about one who fights for his country just for the sake of conquering? i dont have an answer to it..if i say i loathe them, what about genghis khan then? he's someone i admire a lot..he dares to dream, has the greatest ambition one can possibly have, fears nothing but feared by all, possesses outstanding vision, has the guts to take on a seemingly stonger enemy and is respected by all as a great man, a great leader..however, he conquered so many lands and caused so many deaths..so, what makes him different from the japanese? perhaps the reason is beacuse he didnt lost and surrendered in any of his wars whereas the japanese did? that's just a wild guess by me..or maybe, we can calculate all these by substracting the marginal costs from the marginal benefits of their actions..

all men are born to fight as it's the only way to grow stronger, isn't it?

yawns..i guess im beat for the day..
cya..